That’s the story of 2008. ‘Twas a sad ending to what was supposed to be a promising year.
I started last year brimming with positive energy. I guess I must have used it all up before the year ended. I can’t blame myself. I needed to have fun. And I really did have fun. For the most part, I think.
Last year, I made the effort of reaching out to people in ways deeper than superficial. And I failed miserably. In the end, I found myself back behind the lonely walls of insecurity that I built around myself. The failed attempts only added another shade of jadedness to my distorted view of everything.
And as you can see, I am now reduced to vague and worthless generalizations.
Not in the mood to write. Not in the mood to talk. Not in the mood to socialize.
I don’t know what I want.
It sucks to be sober.
Happy freaking new year, by the way.
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