Hey, so how’s it going? Where have you been all this time? Its been a long time since I last saw you. In fact, I couldn’t even remember the last time I was with you.
If you want to know how I am right now, well, let’s just say I miss you a lot. Here I am, on the verge of losing my sanity. Just look at me. I am writing a letter to an intangible abstract concept (which is you, by the way).
You’re probably wondering why on Earth I’m writing to you. I mean, why not write to my lost faith, my lost hope, my lost confidence, or maybe other things I have lost along the way?!
I think you should know the answer to that already. I need you. Especially now, that I’m going through one of life’s biggest practical jokes.
I know I will be able to regain everything I have lost as soon as I get you back on my side. How else can I get my faith back if I can’t even laugh at the silliest tragedy that happens to me? I can’t just spend the rest of my life in despair can I? Without you, my jokes fall flat and I can’t even drive myself to laugh at all. I’m tired of the fake laughter I had diligently mastered. I need something genuine.
Remember how you used to pep me up when I was sulking in my crazy little world? Or how you made me laugh at myself when I tripped on something? You made me see things in a lighter way and you helped me overcome the greatest obstacles I’ve been through.
You probably left because I fell in love with the beauty of anger and sadness. Honestly, I think it was just a phase I had to go through. Everyone has probably been emo at some point. I’m done with that now and I want you back.
Come on. You knew all along that I couldn’t live without you right? We had good times together. Please come back.
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…cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day we’re gonna get so high
- High. Lighthouse family
i didn’t notice it was gone… tsk tsk tsk…
you are perfect the way you are bes!
I am finding myself laughing less often nowadays. It could only be one of three things: I lost my sense of humor, the jokes are not really funny, or I dont understand the jokes at all(which, may only indicate that I have also lost my IQ). hehehe..
“You probably left because I fell in love with the beauty of anger and sadness.” — Maybe, she ( I believe it’s a girl, my gender eh no?) is like friend who had been continuously gracing your life with her constant presence and silent companionship, but she did not felt that you ever loved her at all and got tired waiting for you to look at her in a different way…
Yeah. Maybe she did leave because I took her for granted. That’s always the case, I guess. You never know what you got till its gone. and when its gone, you can never get it back. (parang nabasa ko na to sa text. quote from a snatcher. hehehe.)
In any case, I’m trying to win ‘her’ back.
Thanks for the comment Macqui.